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Feb. 12th, 2008 07:48 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
And, once again, I have the feeling that I've done something horrible, and yet, I'm not really sure what it was I did, or how, or what I could have done differently or what sort of terrible person I am, now or..
Ha. I was close to a panic attack of some sort when I hit the door this morning, due to work, but, now? Oh, yeah. I've been really level for a long time, now. Was it false, all this time? Have I been blind? Have I been a certain way and not realized it? What? Jesus Christ, I hate this shit.
Ha. I was close to a panic attack of some sort when I hit the door this morning, due to work, but, now? Oh, yeah. I've been really level for a long time, now. Was it false, all this time? Have I been blind? Have I been a certain way and not realized it? What? Jesus Christ, I hate this shit.
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Date: 2008-02-12 11:42 pm (UTC)