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[correctiveshoes621]

Still having problems with the sleep-schedule thing, as you can see.

What's bothering me the most is, since I've come back from vacation? People keep asking me, 'What's wrong?', 'What's going on?', etc..Bzuh? My charge nurse even pulled me aside this morning, to ask, 'If I was okay', and said that, 'Something was different, I looked different' - I didn't know quite what that meant, or what to say to it. She was not trying to be rude or intrusive, she actually cares - this is the one who went to bat for me for the raise. I dunno, though; I just find it odd and a bit disconcerting.

Gonna try and go back to sleep, here, again. *heavy sigh*

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[http://users.livejournal.com/_lyra_b/]

Sometimes when things are on our mind (like maybe no matter how muh fun you had. you are maybe sad gaiathiel is gone?), it can't help but show through especially to those close to us.

I wish you well with your sleep-clock. I know what a bitch that can be.
::hugs::

[indiwise.livejournal.com]

Thank you, sweetpea. LOVE your icon, btw. <3

[rickysbaby.livejournal.com]

I have always found, when I am depressed, the most difficult question to answer is "How are you?"

You know they want to hear "Fine" so they can get on with their day. But what you want to say is "I AM HANGING ON TO THE MOST FRAGILE THREAD OF SANITY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO? WHY WON'T THE PAIN JUST END? HOW CAN I MAKE ALL OF THIS STOP???"

But you know you can't say that lest the other person run screaming for the men with the butterfly nets.

::sigh::

[indiwise.livejournal.com]

LMAO + Infinity! Hehehhehehhe..you effin' rawk.