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[correctiveshoes621]

Got the closet tackled..finally. Damn, that feels good to be finished. Re-'Organized' my financial Basket 'o Frivolity and the Drawer 'O Sin..and picked up everything that'd fallen out of my portfolio and poetry folders..Christ.

..I was all over the place..Skattered like so much trash.

Trying. In a lot of ways, to get clean and start fresh. RID myself of baggage - SO much effin' lame-assed-insane baggage - and find the light that I know DAMNED well is there, if I only PUT DOWN THE FUCKING PIANO for a second and reach out for it.

Just.

Stop.

This.

Shit.

Very excited, however, about finding the speakers my dear friend Patrick had given me and finally hooking them up - ! !! ! - THEY ARE INCREDIBLE. Just..I can't wait for someone to hear them. I can't.

These songs are TODAY:



' want to be with you
I want to be clear
but each time I try
it's the voice I hear
I hear that voice again

I'm listening to the conversation
judge and jury in my head
it's colouring everything
all we did and said
and still I head that
sharp tongue talking
talking tangled words
I can sense the danger
just listen to the wind

I want you close I want you near
I can't help but listen
but I don't want to hear
hear that voice again

I want to be with you
I want to be clear
but each time I try
it's the voice I hear
I hear that voice again

I'm hearing right and
wrong so clearly
there must be more than this
it's only in uncertainty
that we're naked and alive
I hear it through the
rattle of a streetcar
hear it through the things you said
I can get so scared
listen to the wind

I want you close I want you near
I can't help but listen
but I don't want to hear
hear that voice again

what I carry in my heart
brings us so close or so far apart
only love can make love

I want you close I want you near
I can't help but listen
but I don't want to hear
I hear that voice again

I want to be with you
I want to be clear
but each time I try
it's the voice I hear
I hear that voice again..'

'That Voice Again', peter gabriel

'Are you out there
Can you hear me
Can you see me in the dark

I don't believe it's all for nothing
It's not just written in the sand
Sometimes I thought you felt too much
And you crossed into the shadowland

And the river was overflowing
And the sky was fiery red
You gotta play the hand that's dealt ya
That's what the old man always said

Fallen Angel
Casts a shadow up against the sun
If my eyes could see
The spirit of the chosen one

In my dream the pipes were playing
In my dream I lost a friend
Come down Gabriel and blow your horn
'Cause some day we will meet again

Fallen Angel
Casts a shadow up against the sun
If my eyes could see
The spirit of the chosen one

All the tears
All the rage
All the blues in the night
If my eyes could see
You kneeling in the silver light

Fallin', fallin', fallin' down
Fallin', fallin' down
Fallin', fallin', fallin' down
Fallin', fallin' down

Fallen Angel
Casts a shadow up against the sun
If my eyes could see
The spirit of the chosen one

All the tears
All the rage
All the blues in the night
If my eyes could see
You kneeling in the silver light

If you're out there can you touch me
Can you see me I don't know
If you're out there can you reach me
Lay a flower in the snow..'

'Fallen Angel', Robbie Robertson with peter gabriel


But, yes. Things are being readied. These new speakers are just the cream.

Yes. I've even busted out the shoiny-new-never-been-used Rael mousepad. Heh. Pretty 'Top-Drawer', eh?

*~*~*

I gotta stay OFF this site:

http://www.llewellyn.com/free/tarot.php

Comments

[marrissabelle.livejournal.com]

You play piano, too? Do you have one?

[indiwise.livejournal.com]

Hehehehhe...this particular piano was on my back. As in Enormous Burden I Need To Let Go..hehehhe..I wish I had one.