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[correctiveshoes621]

GodDamn. I cannot, will not let this become some patented Indiwise Omen 'O Doom, but something really effin'-piss awful just happened.



I went to get into the shower, and felt a slight tug as I pulled my hoody over my head. Didn't think twice, as it appeared that everything was intact - jewelry-wise.

Now, let it be known that I don't really believe in ornamentation, per se, as much as I do talismans..and that each thing I do wear has a personal meaning.

Well, sonofabitch, I step into the water and flip my hair around to be washed and then hear this rattling-type noise...and looked down to see hundreds of tiny indigo beads swirling around my feet, and - along with the string - going down the fucking drain. They must have been entangled in my hair.

The necklace mon gayalithiel made for me. The one I haven't taken off since I received it.

I am so sorry. This is SO totally not Kosher. This was like having part of her with me, and I am really upset over this. Just...Goddamnit.

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[http://users.livejournal.com/_lyra_b/]

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that...it's doubly upsetting when it has sentimental value.

I would try not to take it as an omen of anything else. Sometimea, like the bumpersticker says, shit happens. :(
::hugs::

[gayalithiel.livejournal.com]

Awww, hon, I'm so sorry that happened and upset you...but frankly, I'm impressed that it lasted this long. I shall make you another- I still have the beads. I think I have black now as well....

It is not an omen. I'm not going down the drain. :)

[rickysbaby.livejournal.com]

In the gutter, maybe . . . O:)

[marrissabelle.livejournal.com]

I think it is an omen, Missy. Not a bad one, it's TIME to make some changes in your life. Plus, Gaya will make you another. I don't pretend to know all about you, but I know what I see, and you dahling need to... LIVE. You find your moments here and there, but it's not enough. I want to see you spinning in happiness and glowing.

I just thought about something... When Keefer was about 14, I came home from work and we exchanged our usual "how was your day?" and I said, "Great, today was awesome." He looked at mee suspiciously and said, "Did you quit your job?" That had a profound impact on mee.

Indie, you can make ANYTHING happen. Anything at all. You're ubersmart, witty and more importantly resourceful. Please with sugar on top evaluate things, take a chance, take a plunge! I don't know what changes you want/need, but show DJ that nothing is impossible. Whatever it is that you've got in you, if you want to climb Mt. Everist, run a 26K marathon, PUBLISH YOUR DAMNED BOOK, dye your eyelashes, whatever it is, don't miss out. but stay away from Antonio Banderas, k?

And if you think you can't, or you are too scared, then remember, I quit my job, my wonderful safety net, everything I knew and loved or hated and made a break for it. Somehow (by the grace of God, no doubt) I've survived with no savings and not one penny of income since December. I'm doing it! And I'm a new person because of it.

[blindhurt.livejournal.com]

Stones like to move.
Some of them spend more time in one place than others...

This just means it's time for a change...no big deal! :)

I love talismans.
Surely it's time for a new one.

[breakableheart.livejournal.com]

Maybe this is one of those "everything is temporary" things. The necklace moved on to make room for a new and improved talisman! You and Gaya have moved to a deeper level of friendship! Somewhere down the line there's a happy fish!

It's all good, baby. It's all good.

[rickysbaby.livejournal.com]

I am so sorry that this happened, and I know how you must be feeling.

But just remember, because the princess dropped her precious golden ball down the well, she met the frog. . .