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...and then, it was all better because rickysbaby tried to download the ENTIRE 'The Lamb Lies Down on Broadway'. Just..wow.

Sometimes-s-s-s...may-y-y-y-be...I'm NOT speaking Mandarin?

This song kind of sums up my entire life..



'There's something solid forming..in the air..
..And the wall of death is lowered in Times Square...

No-one seems to care,
They carry on as if nothing was there.

The wind is blowing harder now,
Blowing dust into my eyes..
The dust settles on my skin,
Making a crust I can..not..move..in.....

..And I'm hovering like a fly..waiting for the windshield on the freeway...'

'Fly on a Windshield', from, 'The Lamb Lies Down on Broadway'



Truer words may have never been spoken.

*~*~*

So. Would I be an utterly loathesome worthless traitor if I...



...looked..for another job?

A) It's not going to get any better.

B) I think that the whole Mentor thing was a ploy to get me not to quit..I mean, if they aint hiring (!!!), what's the use of being a trainer?

Maybe I am just not suited to this sort of work. Dunno. I really thought I was. Now, I have serious doubts. I can't bear to let so many people down. People in RL. People on here. I am not the saint you all think I am.

*shrugs*