'I wish I could just stop..I know another moment will break my heart..too many times, too many tears, too many years I've cried for you..it's always the same..'
I imagine you're feeling different this morning, but just in case...
The things that make you different are good, unless they hurt you (or someone else). If something is hurting you, then there are folks who can help you with it, and most of us have something that we need to re-order within ourselves. There's no shame in getting help for those things that, ultimately, hold you back.
I love ya, babe. Just the way you are. Seriously! And I don't want you stressing. I hate the thought of that. Maybe it all needs to be put back into perspective. I love sharing your fandom and I want to play there, any way I can. It will ALWAYS be a part of me now. And I adore spending time with you- you've taught me so much about so many things already. Didn't mean to go dragging anything out into the light that is too painful to look at. I can shove it back in again and let it go. It's just me and that damn overwhelming desire to UNDERSTAND. But I can move on. It's all good!
(And it aint 'my' fandom, lol..I just prowl the borders as the tightly-wound guardian..)
'She talked about the armies..that marched inside her head..and how they made her dreams go bad..but oh, how happy she was..how PROUD she was..to be fighting..in the war..in the empty world..' -- Robert
I tried to post comments last night but lj friggin' ate them...
Anyway, since I actually have a day off, think I'll fire up the ol' scanner and scan some pics from Uncut...think that might put a smile on a certain someone's face? I hope so!
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Date: 2004-08-14 06:34 pm (UTC)*Loves on you*
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Date: 2004-08-14 07:16 pm (UTC)...and I figured it was something like that. Just freakin' out here...OHTHECAFFEINE..THECAFFEINE.
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Date: 2004-08-14 07:17 pm (UTC)...and I figured it was something like that. Just freakin' out here...OHTHECAFFEINE..THECAFFEINE.
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Date: 2004-08-14 07:18 pm (UTC)...and I figured it was something like that. Just freakin' out here...OHTHECAFFEINE..THECAFFEINE.
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Date: 2004-08-14 07:43 pm (UTC)No shit, eh.
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Date: 2004-08-15 01:34 pm (UTC)(What the hell is going on with you? What happened?)
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Date: 2004-08-14 06:54 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-14 07:21 pm (UTC)And you see...doing my thang is THE PROBLEM.
'I wish I could just stop..I know another moment will break my heart..too many times, too many tears, too many years I've cried for you..it's always the same..'
-- Robert, 'From the edge of the deep green sea'
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Date: 2004-08-14 07:50 pm (UTC)The thing is, you can't make a good stew without a lot of different ingredients. It all fits... it all contributes... it all adds to the flavor.
*HUG*
You -- as you -- belong here.
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Date: 2004-08-15 04:45 am (UTC)*whispers* I. Just. Don't. Know. Why. I. Have. To. Be. Such. A. Freak. Though. I. Just. Don't.
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Date: 2004-08-15 05:10 am (UTC)The things that make you different are good, unless they hurt you (or someone else). If something is hurting you, then there are folks who can help you with it, and most of us have something that we need to re-order within ourselves. There's no shame in getting help for those things that, ultimately, hold you back.
But, geez, if it isn't hurting you, treasure it!
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Date: 2004-08-15 01:34 pm (UTC)I just a day or two offa work to veg, I think; and to set some things in order.
Sleep, anyone?
Thanks, hon.
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Date: 2004-08-15 06:18 am (UTC)*Goes back to licking on Rob*
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Date: 2004-08-15 01:23 pm (UTC)(And it aint 'my' fandom, lol..I just prowl the borders as the tightly-wound guardian..)
'She talked about the armies..that marched inside her head..and how they made her dreams go bad..but oh, how happy she was..how PROUD she was..to be fighting..in the war..in the empty world..' -- Robert
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Date: 2004-08-15 11:23 am (UTC)Anyway, since I actually have a day off, think I'll fire up the ol' scanner and scan some pics from Uncut...think that might put a smile on a certain someone's face? I hope so!
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Date: 2004-08-15 01:30 pm (UTC)You may fire when ready.
(thank you ♥ )