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WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY? GOD, WHY?????????????
IT MAKES NO SENSE. NONE, WHATSOEVER. BUT IT STILL IS. IT IS.
I hate being such a fuckin' wet end; I do, really. BUT I CAN'T fuckin' HELP IT. I've tried. I can't HELP how I feel - LIKE BEING KICKED IN THE STOMACH - TORN INTO TINY, SHREDDED PIECES - CRUSHED (like a grape or some other fragile, overripe fruit) BY THE WEIGHT OF MY OWN FAUXLIFE LONELINESS - EACH AND EVERY TIME I SEE/THINK ABOUT IT. IT MAKES NO SENSE. GAH.
It's not FAIR. It's so SCREAMINGLY lame, and yet..It hurts. It's so disturbingly SURREAL, and yet..
STUPID, STUPID, STUPID, STUPID.
MINE, MINE, MINE, MINE.
(as if)
GOD! WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY???????????????
*curls up in fetal position with a stuffed tiger and cries*
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IT MAKES NO SENSE. NONE, WHATSOEVER. BUT IT STILL IS. IT IS.
I hate being such a fuckin' wet end; I do, really. BUT I CAN'T fuckin' HELP IT. I've tried. I can't HELP how I feel - LIKE BEING KICKED IN THE STOMACH - TORN INTO TINY, SHREDDED PIECES - CRUSHED (like a grape or some other fragile, overripe fruit) BY THE WEIGHT OF MY OWN FAUXLIFE LONELINESS - EACH AND EVERY TIME I SEE/THINK ABOUT IT. IT MAKES NO SENSE. GAH.
It's not FAIR. It's so SCREAMINGLY lame, and yet..It hurts. It's so disturbingly SURREAL, and yet..
STUPID, STUPID, STUPID, STUPID.
(as if)
GOD! WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY???????????????
*curls up in fetal position with a stuffed tiger and cries*
PSA: This message brought to you by O, the Irony.
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