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Apr. 14th, 2009 02:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
It's done. At least, it's out of my hands, now. They are in Charlotte, NC, as I write this. Austin by five-thirty, tonight. DJ's flying home this Saturday - and GOD, I am so proud of that kid.
It's a huge relief, and yet so, so sad, at the same time. Sad, that this is how it ends, after all this time. What a waste of a life. Knowing that I'll most likely never seethat fuckin' putz him, again. The airport obviously has a sick sense of humour, because their muzak was all songs dealing with either, 'Hello' or, 'Goodbye' or somesuch - but freakin', 'Tears in Heaven' by Clapton came on and the way he looked at me. Christ.
So, I'm gonna cry for a little while and am not entirely sure why - just that I need to. :)
It's a huge relief, and yet so, so sad, at the same time. Sad, that this is how it ends, after all this time. What a waste of a life. Knowing that I'll most likely never see
So, I'm gonna cry for a little while and am not entirely sure why - just that I need to. :)