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[correctiveshoes621]

TMI.



The pain really got to me today. Some sort of combo-from-Hell thing going on, now; with the shoulder-arm-wrist dealie AND cramps that actually felt like labor - long-assed nauseating crush, release, long-assed nauseating crush, release..The combination = just ridiculously "...."

I couldn't sleep, just laid around in a ball, crying and bleeding, and could do little else - it sounds pretty funny, now, saying it that way - but, at the time, it really wasn't.

WTF? Hmm? So much for my plans of hiking and eating subs in the park..and getting harvesty-type decorations for the outside of the house, etc, etc..If I could have? I'd have yanked my uterus out with my bare hands and just drop-kicked it across the room. That is, if I'd been able to move my damned arm..

I was staggering feebly - all hunched over - down the hall, kinda blubbering still, to go to the bathroom and DJ popped in from school and busted me and freaked - God, I hate to upset that boy. Totally unnecessary. He actually called Teh Man and told on me - and Teh Man offered me a vicodin and a muscle relaxer for tonight. And, I'll be damned if he didn't drive them over to me, too..and even brought a pack of cigs, so I wouldn't have to go out.

So, as of now, I am feeling no pain, whatsoever, thank you.


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I made damned sure to get some batteries, as music will definitely be required, tonight.

Thank God, I'm off work, and the most responsibility I will have will be to sit on the moonlit patio and play with the kitty family, later. Hehehhhe...that rascal tom, 'Pupper' (dubbed that by my elderly neighbor - the nice one) actually came to the door and yowled - just so incredibly LOUDly; almost a 'bray', rather than a yowl' - until I came and opened it. He very nearly barged his way in, again.

Meek, cautious Sadie seemed almost embarrassed by that behavior, but I think he's hilarious, the curmudgeonly old thing. He thinks he owns the place, or something. Well. <3