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Just - work. It's such an utter circus, these days; it defies description.

I am, however, being shown that - a) I'm not the only one that sees certain things, b) I am NOT in the wrong, in more areas than I thought, c) I am maybe worth way more than I give myself credit for, d) I should report some of what's being done, personally, to me - - time and again, people are coming up to me with their OWN stories and sympathy for what I'd assumed was MY problem/chip on my shoulder/imagination - - and I just feel SO SO exonerated there, in that particular. ALSO, I've ALWAYS been 'everyone's sounding-board', so I stay plugged-in, that way, it's that, 'hub'-thing, again..That being said:

Shit's liEk, just exploding, all around me - there's this constant, grating battle/snow on a tv screen-like feel, to the place. Draining so much good, away..the inferno-like heat (physically and spiritually, lol) just dries it, right up.

Picture that guy, at the end of, Animal House - all that chaos...the aftermath of the parade, and he's just standing there, "ALL IS WELL! ALL IS WELL!", when OBVIOUSLY it aint - -

THAT'S what work's like, lately.