To Whom It May Concern

Looking backwards, this morning - thank you, vorkosigan - I am absolutely astonished at what I found.


Treasures.
Snapshots.
Sweet hesitant steps - and downright idiot flailing.
Such growing pains - but lessons, learned.

How many years ago?



CHRIST. YOU BROKE MY FUCKIN' heart, you did.

"GodDAMMIT!!!!!" *throws crumpled paperwad* (Chuck Noblet Moment ™)



But honestly? I think you may have very well saved my life. Wow. You held my heart so carefully, at times - it humbles me.

So long, a road. And I canNOT imagine ever being dragged, stumbling down it walking it with any other.



God, I love you.


...but, honestly? If anyone had ever written HALF of what I'd written for you - for ME...? We-e-e-l-l-l-l-l-l...

*Preens and Struts*