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Jul. 21st, 2006 06:41 pmI feel like, somehow, things are going to 'come to a head' soon.
What 'things', I'm not sure..nor why..I just know that I am beyond tense, right now, with a vague stabbystab headache and neck pain - and I just woke up, not too long ago. And that it feels like whatever illusion of control over things that I thought I had? Well. Just a temporary curtain, covering what roils underneath.
It's a downright dangerous feeling, y'know. Bubblin'.
I need sunlight. And oxygen. And nature. And time to catch up to the rest of the normal daylight world. So please forgive me for not suffering anyone gladly..not even myself.
What 'things', I'm not sure..nor why..I just know that I am beyond tense, right now, with a vague stabbystab headache and neck pain - and I just woke up, not too long ago. And that it feels like whatever illusion of control over things that I thought I had? Well. Just a temporary curtain, covering what roils underneath.
It's a downright dangerous feeling, y'know. Bubblin'.
I need sunlight. And oxygen. And nature. And time to catch up to the rest of the normal daylight world. So please forgive me for not suffering anyone gladly..not even myself.
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