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I CAN'T BELIEVE I FOUND THIS.... ♥
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WHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHYWHY won't my gorgeous icon that I just made show up? WHY?

It shows up on my 'manage user pics' page...it is showing up HERE, on 'Update Journal'...It shows up AS A LITTLE DOT on my Main Journal page...AND on all my comments, etc....

WHY?

IT IS BEAUTIFUL.

WHY?

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I JUST FUCKING GIVE UP.

WHY BOTHER TO HAVE A PAID ACCOUNT...THANK YOU..YOU *KNOW* WHO YOU ARE......

.....IF YOU CAN'T HAVE A BLEEDIN' ICON!!!!!


GODDAMN, THIS PISSES ME OFF.

WTF.

NONE OF THEM SHOW UP NOW.

NONE OF THEM.

*PITCHES FIT AFTER LONG-ASSED NIGHT OF WORK*

*GOES THE FUCK TO BED*

'A charcoal face bites my hand'.........and near rips it off...

"And all I am is UGLY..

NOTHING I am is beautiful, at all..

Don't GET this world..

I...don't GET this world."

-- 'Someone's Coming/Scratch 'Truth, Goodness and Beauty' vocals'


I just watched the limited edition dvd for, 'The Cure'. Twice. Like being hit with a fucking brick wall. GodDAMN..and a whole host of other cursewords spring to mind, but fall utterly flat..NOTHING compares to this. NOTHING.

Ravaging.

The simple, unquestionable, raw POWER of this music -- this wall of intensity -- is the highlight. Undeniable. If this is the 'new' Cure..it makes a lot of the rest of it seem..as if it was only leading up to this. And for me to say that, that MEANS something. My God.

Jaw-dropping. Actually head-banging.

It's just the boys -- in three portions; sweating it..grinding it...pounding it THE FUCK out in the semi-darkness of a hardwood studio...Oriental carpets on the floor..candles allllllllll 'round them, flickering.

One of the best parts was Jason going fuckin' apeshit on the drums...like a madman..and dropping one midstream? HE KEEPS POUNDING...KEEPS BEATING...WITH HIS BARE HAND..until someone hands it back to him. GodDAMN. And Rob just fucking sawing at that guitar..his hand, a blur.

I can't WAIT to see this stuff LIVE.

Not enough Simon, of course..but, there never could be to suit me. He looks just incredible -- sitting there, meek and quiet, playing away with his legs crossed, chewing his gum..I will always LOVE how his face 'goes somewhere else', inward-like, when he plays. I want to kiss the back of his still long and graceful neck..

'The endless swan-like' -- 'This Darkest Forest' -- me

I got to watch it again. Be back in a bit.

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Scrawled across Simon's bass is:

"Make Music, Not War"

♥