Nothing at ALL to do with logic or reality, but..

[correctiveshoes621]

WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY? GOD, WHY?????????????

IT MAKES NO SENSE. NONE, WHATSOEVER. BUT IT STILL IS. IT IS.

I hate being such a fuckin' wet end; I do, really. BUT I CAN'T fuckin' HELP IT. I've tried. I can't HELP how I feel - LIKE BEING KICKED IN THE STOMACH - TORN INTO TINY, SHREDDED PIECES - CRUSHED (like a grape or some other fragile, overripe fruit) BY THE WEIGHT OF MY OWN FAUXLIFE LONELINESS - EACH AND EVERY TIME I SEE/THINK ABOUT IT. IT MAKES NO SENSE. GAH.

It's not FAIR. It's so SCREAMINGLY lame, and yet..It hurts. It's so disturbingly SURREAL, and yet..

STUPID, STUPID, STUPID, STUPID.

MINE, MINE, MINE, MINE.

(as if)

GOD! WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY, WHY???????????????

*curls up in fetal position with a stuffed tiger and cries*





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Comments

[rickysbaby.livejournal.com]

::giant screaming invisible hearts::

[gayalithiel.livejournal.com]

*is appropriately clueless*

*Hugs you*

♥ ♥ ♥

[rickysbaby.livejournal.com]

I just noticed your icon, and *ROFL*

[vorkosigan.livejournal.com]

I don't know what the cause of this is, but I understand this sort of crushing sadness/depression.

*HUGE HUGS*

I have no answers. But know that you're not alone, even though it feels like you are.

[gayalithiel.livejournal.com]

I can't believe you would think I know what you're referencing here, let alone the idea that I may have WILLFULLY flaunted something in front of you that I was aware would upset you. You'd think I'd have learned by now.

I suppose my repetative, insensitive and blatant thievery of your property is what you and Natalie talk about when I'm not around. Sometimes I still lose sight of the invisible boundaries I ought to know well at this point.

I won't speak of him again or post pictures of him again or allow him even a brief layover on the island in the future. Not at all worth it. I don't like him THAT much. He'll be as dead to me as Obama is to you. Will that make things better??

[http://users.livejournal.com/_lyra_b/]

I'm sorry to see you hurting. I wish you comfort and peace.
::hugs::