people are weird. when i finally did get my ass to college i just got reminded that some people get really uncomfortable if you tell them that you dropped out of high school. so awkward being 'older' and having the 18 year olds ask me questions like, "So what did you do for the past eight years?" real puzzled like, because we all glide smoothly from prom to college to another four years at a university wasting mommy and daddy's money as we try journalism, education, design and finally settle on something useless and nebulous like 'Corporate Commincations'. whatever the fuck that is.

but you know, you're right. there are people out there who are fighting just to live, so hell, it isn't that bad after all.

but oh yeah, just wanting more. i know. if there isn't more, then wtf are we doing this for? why are those people even bothering to procreate? wouldn't we just be better off going back to the forests and living... like cockroaches? i don't know.

i apologize if i don't make sense; apparently, i don't need to sleep anymore.